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Tweak says, "ooo snake"

wither. (deadlymidas) wrote,
@ 2009-05-16 01:34:00

So you ended it?

(ooc: this all takes place in their minds!)

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	sensoriel 2009-05-16 01:44 am UTC (link)
	So you didn't? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-16 01:49 am UTC (link)
	She didn't want to. Wouldn't blame her if she changed her mind later though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sensoriel 2009-05-16 01:54 am UTC (link)
	I can't. I can't be with her but not be able to touch her. It's all or nothing. You didn't hurt her this time. You did hurt her before once though didn't you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-16 02:05 am UTC (link)
	Yes, her arm. I ruined it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sensoriel 2009-05-16 02:06 am UTC (link)
	Thank you for that lovely memory, excuse me while I try not to vomit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-16 02:10 am UTC (link)
	You're going to need a stronger stomach than that if you're going to be in my head. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sensoriel 2009-05-16 02:11 am UTC (link)
	No, I'm going to need more alcohol. Running dry. Maybe Nico will make a city run. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-16 02:12 am UTC (link)
	Stop drinking so much, I need my brain cells. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sensoriel 2009-05-16 02:15 am UTC (link)
	Leave my coping mechanism alone. I'm going to need it with you being in a not-relationship with Laurie all the fucking time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-16 02:18 am UTC (link)
	Right, because it'll be so easy and pleasant for me with you in the background. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sensoriel 2009-05-16 02:21 am UTC (link)
	Maybe if she wasn't such a vapid bitch it'd be easier. Fuck. SHIT. FUCK. God I hate this. I miss her. Stupid FUCKING cure. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sensoriel 2009-05-16 02:29 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry I'm sorry. I don't want you to feel how I feel about her. Either of them. Can't we get psychic training? I don't want to upset you anymore, you're the last person I have. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-16 02:41 am UTC (link)
	You aren't going to lose me, Adrien, I'm not going anywhere. Do you think I didn't know how you feel about them? There has to be a way to filter this though there's things I don't want you seeing and I can't keep trying to control this it's exhausting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sensoriel 2009-05-16 02:47 am UTC (link)
	What, like the sex or the killing or the hunger? God I can feel how strong it is now, it's sickening it really is. How can you do this without drugs? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-16 02:52 am UTC (link)
	I was worse with drugs. I hate this I want it gone Tobias should have killed me or I should try it again (Reply to this) (Parent)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-16 02:53 am UTC (link)
	*That* is what I don't want you seeing. Sorry you have to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sensoriel 2009-05-16 02:53 am UTC (link)
	Did it hurt a lot? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-16 02:59 am UTC (link)
	Not really. Not talking about this. Don't try it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sensoriel 2009-05-16 03:05 am UTC (link)
	Sorry. Can't help it, I feel like I'm already going back to how I was before the cure but worse because everything is so much more fucked up now. I was thinking about it then. Trying not to now. I'm sorry. I couldn't, I'm too much a fucking coward and I can't do that to you, put you through what I'm feeling when it happens. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deadlymidas 2009-05-17 02:11 am UTC (link)
	I could. I don't want to think about this anymore. I'm going to go to sleep. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sensoriel 2009-05-17 02:15 am UTC (link)
	...I. Please. Fine. That's for the best. I'll be here. Obviously. (Reply to this) (Parent)